So.
I stayed home from school today. I was "sick", rather lacking the desire to go anywhere. That's one thing I am grateful for: My parents can't tell when I'm sick and when I'm faking it. I've become pretty good at acting. It was needed though, I suppose. I had time to think, although it was mostly in my subconcious. I wondered what life would be like if I'd never moved, and what life would be like if I moved again. Oh yes, I'm moving again. I love the timing. How everything happens at the worst possible time. You'd think by a year's time I'd be more stable. Funny how it hasn't worked out that way, but shit happens. I find that helping other people with their problems is the most satisfying thing I could ever do in life. I love alleviating other people's pain, but lately no one has been willing to talk, so I'm kind of lost. I analyzed my everyday "schedule"..wake up, go to school, depending on A or B day, come home, take advantage the daily last resort to cure boredom, fall asleep, (or, if someone calls before I get the chance to, I'll talk until they decide they're bored with me.) wake up later and wish I hadn't. My mom says moving will help. I'll ask you this: If the problem that arose in the first place came from moving, how the fuck should moving again make me feel any better? Running in circles has become tedious. There's nothing (or no one) here to hold onto; nothing to look forward to. Granted, there may exist one alternative, but how do I know for sure? Wait and remain waiting until they decide that I'm no longer worth the second glance? That would be my queue, but as far as I can see, nothing's changing. I'm sick of it. Wouldn't you be tired of it after a year? So there I was, laying upside down on the side of my bed, blood rushing to my head and all, thinking about things that made me more depressed by the minute, while watching Dawson's Creek, trying to decide why the "1979" in "Death From Above, 1979" is so significant. I also have this habit, more like ocurrance, it just kind of happens- where a random word will pop into my head that I've heard once before, but don't know the meaning of. Today it was "lacerate".

lac·er·ate ( P ) Pronunciation Key (ls-rt)
tr.v. lac·er·at·ed, lac·er·at·ing, lac·er·ates
1. To rip, cut, or tear.
2. To cause deep emotional pain to; distress.
adj. (-rt, -rt)
Torn; mangled.
Wounded.
Having jagged, deeply cut edges: lacerate leaves

I find it kind of coincidental. I also just realized that I have a strange fixation with commas. I like long, continuous sentences that practically have no ending. I should write a book where every sentence contains at least 6 commas, better yet, a book that has punctuation, but no commas, periods, semi-colons, colons, question marks, exclamation points, etc. Then, you would have to read it in your head as if you were reading it aloud exactly how it's written with no end to the sentences, so you would never take a breath. I'll do it.


This is why should I never stay home from school.

I hate you.

=)

From First to Last has my heart.

I'm a to-tally enamourate (sp?) of them I could start convulsing.

and Matchbook Romance was swell also.

Anyway, I don't particularly enjoy talking to something that doesn't respond.

I need a life.

The end.

Breathe in deep, let it out slow, did you hear, GO GO GO.

(screen name withheld): Go so far see other places and other people i wont know about. breathe in deep let it out slow did you hear its all my fault again and i know why no one else knows why i am all alone again make it sound so good that i wont be right i walk alone tonite out side my house and outside my mind no matter what i say im never right breathe in deep let it out slow did you hear its all my fault agian and i know why no else knows why i am all alone again... again... breathe in deep let it out slow did you hear GO GO GO breathe in deep let it out slow did you hear GOGOGO breathe in deep let it out slow did you hear GOGOGO i will wait for you for days i will wait for you for days i will wait for you for days just GOGOGO i will wait for you for days i will wait for you for days i will wait for you forever...

too bad it's completely platonic. I guess that's the way it's meant to be.::dramatically falls to the floor::

hehe I'm lame :)

MUAHAHAHA FIRST BLOG SINCE OCTOBER, SUCKAS.

enjoy  From First to Last.

"Featuring Some of Your Favorite Words"

words don't seem to come so easy
when I need them oh so badly
here's to playing tug of war with my vocal chords
maybe I can give this another
shot or sing about a broken
heart, or immitate the way it feels
if this was happening for real

this distance seems closer
when you shove it in my face
this moment has left me with nothing else to say
I'm losing my interest with these empty pages
they're torn they have frayed edges
this dusty book
is botheres by my rusty eye and I can't see
no, I can't breathe
put me on the next page outta here
to live forever on this paper
capture this void and fill it with the frenzy in my voice

killing time by drawing face that stare back at me from the margins
in a sea of 8 and a half by elevens
I'm drowing in...
treading through run on sentences
and sinking into empty text
ill swallow the salt
and spit a few dry words out

this distance seems closer
when you shove it in my face
this moment has left me with nothing else to say
I'm losing my interest with these empty pages
they're torn they have frayed edges
this dusty book
is bothered by my rusty eye and I can't see
no, I can't breathe
put me on the next page outta here
to live forever on this paper
capture this void and fill it with the frenzy in my voice

no matter what I say, no matter what I write here I'm sick of always lookin at this page with a blank stare
you never seem to know, and they never seem to tell you
words don't always come as easily as you might want them to [2x]

throw this paper into fire and take me with it
just take me with it
throw this paper into fire, into fire, yeah
throw this paper into fire, into this fire
throw this paper into fire and throw me with it
just throw me with it

Watching Dead Poet's Society yayuh

My mom's taking the kids to chuck-e-cheese for some little kid's birthday. I'm going to stay home and finish reading! I'll post some pictures up here later.

I haven't written a long entry in a while. I feel the urge to write one so if there's any sense left in you, I highly suggest you stop reading now.

Let's see..school.. I think the only unusual day this week was Thursday. Today wasn't that great. Here's what Thursday looked like. Geography- Mitch talked to me about The Used-he's a neat guy. I have an A in geo 8). English-Found out that I have an F because of my book report. I emailed it to ms. maloy and she didn't get it. 8 She kept me after class to talk to be about my grade to see if there was anything personal going on. There is, but I held it in and just told her that I've been procrastiating too much and not turning in work when it's due. It looked like she almost had a heart attack when (she asked) I told her what my L.A. grade was last year. (100% woo) She was sympathetic and all. It was nice. 8) Although she did suggest a seat-change to improve my work ethic because Travis talks too much..hahaha j/k 8p. German- Took an extremely easy test, then watched THE NAKED GUN. Holy shit I was laughing so hard. I choked on my gum and it was really loud, haha. Gotta B in that class I think.. Swimming- nothing much to say..A-..woo!

Other things.. Kara's dad bought the tickets for Green Day almost a month ago and they still haven't come! We got jipped, yo. I reeeeeeaaaally hope they come before the concert..with my luck they'll show up the day after, haha. Halloween is coming up and we've decided not to go as wayne and garth. We're actually going as whatever we can find at her house and mine and we're going to run around like the idiots that we are and poke holes in little kid's candy bags. 8D

After I'm not contageous I need to get out more. So, if anyone wants to go the movies, hang out, rob a 7-11, whatever, call me! 

I'm tired. I think I'll go read my new Rolling Stone (with Kerry's face taking up 90% of the cover page..gross..nothing against Kerry..it was just startling at first) and hit the sack. Bye Bye.

I feel so lovely today. I don't know why..I certainly didn't look lovely, haha. We had "decades day" in honor of homecoming week, and it's the only day I've actually dressed up for this week. My Freshman Seminar teacher *choke* gave us a lecture about "school spirit" and she mentioned that "homecoming week is the week where you're allowed to break all the rules..so why don't you?" BECAUSE THAT'S JUST IT! You don't want to follow the rules, so when they say "Oh go ahead kids, there's no rules this week" and everyone chips in with breaking the rules, everyone else wants to do the complete opposite. She got really pissed off because the vast majority of out Freshman class yesterday weren't dressed for "Western Day".  Ahh. It's just aggravating. In other news, we finally presented our holocaust projects in English..got that shit over with..whe

My sister is screaming bloody murder upstairs, so I better go see what the matter is. Adios and have a wonderful rest of the week.

Nicola came over and spent the night last night. It was pretty fun. We talked online while eating otter pops and "babysat". Then we went into my newly renovated room and watched Alice In Wonderland! She fell asleep during the Queen of Hearts part, haha. I love that movie. I'm going to be Alice for halloween if Kara and I's plans for Wayne and Garth fall through. Yeeee. I told my dad he should be Robert Smith for halloween. hahaha. 8p

 My sister's friend Mehana (she's hawaiian..woo) came over am Freitag. I walked into house to find them both with their arms draped over the banister upstairs, just talking to eachother. I said hello, then kept walking into the kitchen. Then I heard, "Hey! You're sister doesn't have her nose and tongue pierced?!"  haha oh man.

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold is false.

01. When I was younger, I made some bad decisions.
02. I don't watch much TV these days.
03. I love olives.
04. I love sleeping.
05. I own lots of books.
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
07. I love to play video games as long as they are good ones.
08. I've tried marijuana.
09. I've watched porn movies.
10. I have been in a threesome.
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
13. I have acne free skin.
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
15. I curse frequently.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have a hobby.
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
20. I'm really, really smart.
21. I've never broken someone's bones.
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
23. I hate the rain.
24. I'm paranoid at times.
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
26. I need money right now.
27. I love Sushi.
28. I talk really, really fast sometimes.
29. I have fresh breath in the morning.
30. I have semi-long hair.
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
32. I have at least one brother/or one sister.
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs
35. I have a twin.
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyes in the past.
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look.
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
40. I know how to cornrow.
41. I am usually pessimistic.
42. I have a lot of mood swings.
43. I think prostitution should be legalized.

44. I think Britney Spears is hot.
45. I have cheated on a Significant Other.
46. I have a hidden talent just havent found it yet.
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
48. I think that I'm popular. Haha think! heeeheh
49. I am currently single.

50. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
51. I enjoy talking on the phone.
52. I practically live in sweatpants.
53. I like to shop.
54. I would rather shop than eat.
55. I would classify myself as ghetto.
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
57. I'm obsessed with LiveJournal (or Tblog)
58. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
59. I'm DAMN good (hell yeah)
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
62. I have a cell phone.
63. I believe in God.
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
66. I love drama.
67. I have  been in a real relationship before.
68. I've rejected someone before.
69. I currently have a crush on someone.
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
71. I want to have children in the future.
72. I have changed a diaper before.
73. I've called the cops on a friend before.
74. I bite my nails.
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
76. I'm not allergic to anything.

77. I have a lot to learn.

78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.

79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.

80. I am very shy around the opposite sex.

81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs at a party.
84. I have made a move on a friend's Sig. O. in the past.
85. I own the "South Park" movie.
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on LJ.(tblog)
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
88. I enjoy country music.
89. I would die for my best friends.

90. I think Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

91. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
96. Halloween is awesome
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
98. I have dated a close friend's ex.
99. I'm happy as of the moment.

It doesn't make sense but do you think that they make the store brand pop "Citrus Drop" by buying case after case of Mountain Dew, then they pour Mountain Dew into almost identical cans labeled "Citrus Drop"? haha. I had a Mountain Dew at lunch and I'm drinking one of the other brands and I don't taste a difference. mmm.

Anyway, onto more important things..

My midterm came.

-Geography...A    Math...A-    English...C    German...B+    Swimming...A    Science...A+   Freshman Seminar...C   Choir...A -

I guess they're alright. Except for that Freshman Seminar Grade. I think our class is the only one that gets homework. It blows.

Yayy! Aladdin comes out today! :)

I don't have any plans tonight. I wish I did. The Fall Out Boy concert is tonight. -sigh-.

Adios. Have a super evening.

-gasp- I actually have things to write about! Can you believe it? I know, me either.

I had coffee for lunch today. I was craving it so I went and bought some and it ended up costing a whole two dollars..which was all that I had, but it was worth it.:)

Homecoming is the weekend after next. I guess I'm excited..but there's a few things that have really made me think about reconsidering and just doing otherwise that night. I'd rather go to the movies, where there will be no people that I know because they'll all be enjoying the "candy factory" themed dance. I'll just bring enough money to see as many movies as I can afford. I still haven't seen The Forgotten or Garden State, so I should just go have alone time at the movies. I don't know.

I woke up alarmed on Sunday morning with a grruesome bloody nose. It bled for almost an hour, and my mom began to worry. She called my doctor and she suggested that I come in sometime to check to make sure my blood is "ok" because I might be at risk of anemia. The worst part is that it could be from my being a veggie and all. So my mom wants me to eat meat until I get old enough to the point where it's safe and I've stopped 'growing'. -sigh-. It's not as if I can just go grab a chicken leg out of the fridge and start munching. Another option is to take shitloads of pills each day-not gonna happen. I value my liver too much, thank you. So needless to say I'm caught between my beliefs and my health. Now the hard part is trying to decide which is more important.

I have to say..I'm becoming more of a social butterfly these days, and I'm not even trying for once. It's funny how things work out. All of a sudden, people are calling, wanting to actually have a conversation with me. It's amazing, I tell you.

I'm kinda tired so I'ma gonna hit the sack.  Have a spectacular evening. p.s. Comment!

I feel really messed up right now.

"I used to make love to Green Day songs..but 9 minutes? Come on, I'm no superman."  "You can't buy punk..you gotta earn it..like Ashlee Simpson did." "Man, I hate this new punk rock! *tips chair over, then picks it back up and apologizes* haha..gotta love Best Week Ever.

It just came to me a few moments ago that my mid-term is coming this week. Won't that be an unpleasant surprise for the parentals.

I've had a few run-ins with insecurity lately. It's been a shitty week because of this whole church thing. I don't know. I hate being pressured to believe in something I don't, and being critisized for having different outlooks on things than those of others. I could go on about it but for one, I'm tired as hell, and secondly it would get me into a really negative mood and such.

I hope everyone else has a wonderful week and weekend.

mmm the cure.

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to sum up, tonight is fine by me.

I'M GOING TO GREEN DAY

YEEEEEEEEEEE :shock:

I've had a really eventful, and FREAKING AWESOME,( like the best I've ever had) weekend, but I'm too tired to write about all of the events, so I'll write after school tomorrow.

Here's a long thing that I did because I'm an idiot with too much time on my hands.

Last Cigarette: there has and never will be a first one..
Last kiss: AHH I hate you.
Last cry: yesterday
Last library book checked out: Bell Jar   &nbs p;     ;         & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;         & nbsp;   &n bsp;  

Last Movie seen in a theatre: Spiderman2
Last Book Read: Bell Jar
Last Cuss Word Uttered: sheesh..I don't know..
Last Beverage Drank: water
Last food consumed: frosty from wendy's
Last phone call: Nicole
Last TV show watched: Nip/Tuck

Last time showered: yesterday
Last shoes worn: red plaid chucks (haha)

Last CD played: Mix of The Used/ Hot Rod Circuit/ The Early November
Last Soda Drank: haha i had so much pop today- 2 mountain dews 1 pepsi 1 non-caffinated coke and half a sprite.
Last thing written: "Goddess Tarot--$18.00"
Last key used: shift "
Last words spoken: shift. haha i say things as i type them..
Last slept: last night..
Last IM: just now- but the bastard signed off without any warning..ahhh..
Last ice cream eaten: frost about 3 seconds ago.
Last time wanting to die: yesterday.
Last lipstick: red  "diamonds" lip stuff.
Last time dancing: last night..well, if moshing counts..haha.
Last show attended: Invasion Fest last night.
Last thing you smelled: myself. haha. mmm i smell like sally!
Last annoyance: a second ago when that BASTARD signed off on me.
Last disappointment: ^^^
Last time scolded: ehh..i don't know..
Last Shirt Worn: Nicole's "Element" shirt.

Last website visited: tblog.
Last song you listened to: this song on my t.v. right now from "Rescue Me"
Last person that made your heart skip a beat: OH MY GOD IF I EVEN HAD THE GUTS TO SAY..MMM...I love you.

Last movie watched: Final Destination

Watch it with anyone: my pillow.
Last time you went to the mall: wedensday
Last person you wished you could "do": teehee.. -bites lip-
Last person you missed: Everyone. No one calls me, dammit.
Last CD you bought: The Cure (2004)

Last beautiful thing you saw: Drummer last night and..hehe..someone else who was there...

Last lyric stuck in your head: "I still feel the pain in my heart; thoughts once pure are now diluted...we sat and watched the sun go down.." yeah.. GREAT SONG.  Thanks Cole.

Ich habe so gedrückt heute gefühlt. Ich könnte nicht lösen warum bis jetzt.

1) für Ein, hasse ich mich selbst, für so lahm, persönlich zu sein, und ein" geschlossen" Person. Es ist Spaß, wenn Sie jemanden so schlecht wollen nicht, aber ist ängstlich öffnen von. Ich habe zu einem Punkt geöffnt den ich bin erschrocken, von was nächst geschehen wird. Ich weiß nicht was zu machen mehr.

2) ich habe gefunden, daß je früher ich ins Bett gehe, desto schwieriger es soll morgens aufwachen. Ich habe meine Pyjamas getragen, heute einzuschulen, weil ich Zeit nicht gehabt habe, auf irgendetwas zu stellen. Wenigstens war ich gemütlich! =)

3) ich mag jemanden, und es ist unerträglich hart für mich, die Person zu erzählen, läßt allein sogar in Wörter stellen, wie
ich fühle. Ich fühle, als wenn ich in einem Irrgarten der Dunkelheit, die nur allein sitzt. ..waiting für jemanden bin, mich mitzukommen und zu finden.

In Ordnung, hat Nur gedacht, daß ich das aus erhalten würde..

I wouldn't try translating it. You'll get something waaayyy different than what is actually here, haha..

I'm looking for someone to go to the Straylight Run/ Hot Rod Circuit/ Say anything concert with. I can't go alone!

Today was -looks for another word for boring- dull, platudionous, unexciting..etc. Kara left me alone this morning because she hadda go to her bro's football game. But last night was eventful. We hung out and babysat while my parents went to the Trick Pony concert. I bet that was a rowdy mob scene...ha. After we put the kids to bed, we decided to play "baseball" with a frozen dinner roll wrapped in paper towels and my brother's plastic light saber, hahaha. We watched House on Haunted Hill and some messed up ghost movie that we lost interest in and ended up watching boy meets world instead.  And for breakfast we walked up to the smoothie place and bought these GIANT smoothies. It was great fun.

..and.. Kara got me this gorgeous Amy Brown fairy diary, some awesome happy bunny mints/lip stuff/pin, some funny pins ( "I dress myself" " Someone should stab you in the eye with a hot french fry" and "a pirate's life for me" haha) and the sally perfume! ahhh! Plus I got this awesome necklace from my mom. I loooooove it.

I don't want to come out about my attraction to a certain someone. I found that if I do so, it sort of jynxes it, you know? So, I'll just tell you that there is someone I'm becoming rather close with, and he's AWESOME. I love this kid. Really. I have said " I love that guy" about 78 times in this blog I bet, but I think I'm almost sure this time...haha... and I wonder why no one ever takes me seriously.

I'm off to...um..go.. uh..do..something.

Woooo I'm officially 15.

Share with me, cause I need it right now let me see your insides. Or right me off, cause I'd rather starve now if you won't open up.

Yay! I loved the picture of Robert Smith so I just made it my background.

There's so many things going on right now, I don't feel like posting a long message, so I'll just make a list to give you an idea of what's going through my mind:

- Birthday tomorrow!  - "Travis" - The Used- Hot Rod Circuit/ Straylight Run on November 2nd- English- Ich komme Deutsch- Robert Smith - Rice Chex - Sally - "Chris" - Kate -Ethan Frome - Fail You - Candles - Biffy Clyro - Boobah - Mall - Money - enemies - Sims - death - fire - guts - licorice - Hopsickle -

If you're curious and would like for me to elaborate on anything, just akse.

You never wanted me to know/ Another year ago today/ before this same awakening world, I held you... I never meant to let you go...

You have no idea how much I admire this man.

Today was alright- I met some people, saw some people ;) talked with some people, drew on some people...it was a pretty fine day. I get to see someone tomorrow..ahh.. I cannot wait. I'm really interested in this..person. I am curious to find out more about him,  I am reeeeally excited. eeee!

My dad has been making dinner for the past couple of nights, so we haven't been able to eat until 8:30 or 9, haha. He just wants it to be good. He takes his time.

I have an excruciating amount of homework to complete, and I am obligated to do it, but hey, aren't we all. AHHH I hate it. I can't wait until it's over.

the cup is not half empty as pessimists say

as far as he's sees nothings left in the cup

a whole cup full of nothing for him to indulge

since the voice of ambition has long since been shut up 

a singer, a writer, he's not dreaming now of going nowhere

he gave heed to nothing, and all that he was....

is just a tragedy 

so he voyages in circles

succeeds getting nowhere

and submits to the substance

that first got him there 

 in violent, frustration he cries out to God or just no one

is there a point to this madness and all that he was....

is just a tragedy 

he feels alone

his heart in his hand 

he's alone

he feels alone

I feel.... 

then on that last day he breaks

and he stood tall

and he yelled... and he yelled..

in violent, frustration cries out to god or just no one

is there a point to this madness and all that he was

is just a tragedy.

You are Barefoot! You're a total free spirit, go with the flow girl You can't be restricted by shoes for very long And unsuprisingly, the same goes for men Your match is out there - and he's as carefree as you are "> What Shoe Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Go shawty it's muh berfday I'm gonna party alone couse it's my berfday gonna sip some coffee cause it's muh berfday.. I don't give a fff- but it's really my birthday

-in 4 days. 8]

I'm bored out of my damn mind. My dad's coming home today from Montana (if I hadn't told you earlier, he left for two months for army training.) and I can't wait to see him. I missed him 8]

In other news, for those who know what I'm talking about, I haven't lost interest in you-know-who, but I thought about what it would be like if we did go out, and it would be very awkward. On the flip-side, I met so many great people on friday, I was so overjoyed. Including this guy who was trying to get me to come to the ehs football game (he's a player, i mean, football player, not the other kind..) against cherrokee, but I had no desire  to be associated with most of the people whom I knew were going to be there, so I said that if Kate can go, I'll go with her. She couldn't,so I got to stay home. He's a really really reallyyyyy sweet guy though.

Now that I've bored you all, here's some more family guy.

Dennis Miller: I don't wanna go on a RANT here but America's foreign policy makes about as much sense as Beowolf having sex with Robert Fulton at the first Battle of Antetum. I mean when a neo-conservative defenstrates it's like Raskalnakov filibuster dioxymonohydrostinate.
Peter: What the hell does RANT mean?

Holla back, son.

Why do I feel so unimportant?

So childish

so immature and belittled

like my existence is meaningless.

I can't figure out why. Why I feel the way I do.

Is it you?

I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so...

I don't really feel like writing a long, boring post today. I'll just leave you with some Family Guy.

Olivia: You are the weakest link, goodbye. (laughter)
Stewie: Ha ha ha! Oh gosh that's funny! That's really funny! Do you write your own material? Do you? Because that is so fresh. You are the weakest link goodbye. You know, I've, I've never heard anyone make that joke before. Hmm. You're the first. I've never heard anyone reference, reference that outside the program before. Because that's what she says on the show right? Isn't it? You are the weakest link goodbye. And, and yet you've taken that and used it out of context to insult me in this everyday situation. God what a clever, smart girl you must be, to come up with a joke like that all by yourself. That's so fresh too. Any, any Titanic jokes you want to throw at me too as long as we're hitting these phenomena at the height of their popularity. God you're so funny!